Welcome to the land of possibilities

Welcome to the land of possibilities.

When there is a will there is a way.  The “will” is basically hope, faith, and endless possibilities of inspirations. Inspiration comes in small packages.  “IN”, in 3D 3rd dimension IN earths physical realm of the human 5 senses, IN the emotion, IN the moment is choice.

Be the solution instead of the problem. To inspire is in-spirit. To inspire anyone or anything is first to inspire self.  There is no such thing as yesterday nor tomorrow it is only today that counts in personal growth.

Choice – as I grew up I would ask my mom tons of times how to spell something and she got tired of answering.  Then she started saying, “go look it up in the dictionary”.  Finally, to me and the unabridged dictionary became great friends.  That sucker must weigh about 8 or 10 pounds hahaha!!  My mom was always grading my papers by circling words with red pen!! Even letters I wrote to her personally, then she would mail them back to me.

Those moments of choice were for me to choose personal growth.  Of course, for every human is to go through the emotion, which is human nature’s way of growing; which is a human behavioral pattern.  Each pattern creates a holographical vibration.  Each holographical vibration creates karmic credit or debt.

Karmic credit or karmic debt is the choice in the land of discovery.  The discovery of choice of what one likes or dislikes, is just a matter of choosing one’s own flavor. After 18 years of college my flavor of choice is simple.  It is the land of verbiage.  Verbiage is verbal garbage.  What is correct in one’s own language it just a matter of linguistics.  However, if a word is combo of more than one linguistics in one sentence it creates a new category of information.   Which creates a new flavor of holographical vibrations, which then creates new karmic credit or debts.  I love how that works out :-).

As the years went on I basically wanted to be a writer since I was in my early 20’s.  In 18 years of college I basically choose my own degrees which has nothing to do with either secular or non-secular education.  Cool thing was I never went to high school, because I did not believe in the teachings as presently taught.  Cool thing is I choose my own life path and my first college degree is an AA in behavioral science/Anthropology.  Human cultures are absolutely fascinating to me.

American culture of etiquette in linguistics to me is simply a matter of choice to follow policy and procedure, rules and regulations.  Which as we all know is secular education.  Of course that secular education is great for some, but I would rather choose for me personally.  Because, it is my choice to choice my flavors in life.

My flavors are very different in many ways, because it is more open to possibilities.  One of those possibilities was when I published my first book a couple of years ago.  I had my mother read it before I published it.  As usual most people just say, “WOW”.  It is pretty simple, because when they read it they are amazed of the senses that have never been opened in the mind, until they read my book.  As my mother describes it, it was like a pinball ball machine in the mind. The ball would roll around and a click would sound.  It’s kind of like neurons firing in the brain.

The human brain has many possibilities for advancement within the realms of 3D 3rd dimension and beyond.  We all have a choice in what flavors we choose in life.  I choose research for personal growth in my own way.  My first book was 30 years of research,  The Infinity of Infinite Self.  My second book published this year was for fun Frackmicology 5N1Frackmicology 5N1.  My first book is basically a spiritual book, of a journey in 30 years of research.  My second book was also a spiritual journey of a level others tell me to bring it down to earth.  As soon as I finish publishing the 3rd album this weekend for the second book, then I will begin the research for the next book.

Once the 3rd album is published it will then begin time for the audio book of Frackmicology 5N1.  While I am working on the audio book it will give me the chance to work on my 3rd book. The 3rd book will be totally different then the first two books. The books for me are the land of possibilities. Possibilities are the land of growth in personal growth and to be a better person than I was the day before.  New day new way.  Life is easy if you let it and hard if you make it.

My mother always tells me, “why do you always take the hard road in life”, my reply, “it’s more fun that way, because I discover more different ways then others have yet to reach”. First rule – change every negative word in one’s own vocabulary from negative to positive.  Takes time to grow in personal growth.

If I ever choose to be an advocate in life I choose personal growth first, foremost, and always.  Personal growth starts with opening the heart which opens the mind.  The heart has a mind of its own.  Be true to one’s own self always.  Being true to one’s own self is following one’s own heart.  An open heart creates the land of possibilities each and every day.




“When I retire I will do this and that”. Basically I think, “Why wait”?

Super fun completing a project and life is great when finished before the deadline.  Everything in life in 3D 3rd dimension has a time limit.  I set goals for myself and ampule amount of time to complete the goals.  I’m truely amazed when I always hear people say, “When I retire I will do this and that”.  Basically I think, “Why wait”?

I love making and creating crafts.  Crafts are a labor of love.  When we create for money the love will burn out and only a product to show.  But, when we create with love and for love the passion grows.  We grow and evolve as a human being when we are patient to let things grow and blossom into the creation we have created.

For the children’s book series – goal was to complete 2 paintings and 2 songs per week and I should be finished in 3 years.  Basically over 60 characters plus a few scenes painted.  The paintings are the illustrations for the books.  All sketched and painted by hand are now available on:



The fractal animals [17 characters], fractal families good [20 characters], and fractal families bad [20 characters] are all elements.  Elements – Earth, Water, Fire.  Now Air in is in western astrology is the same as Chinese astrology – Metal/Mental.  The basic elements are Earth, Water, Fire, Air, and Metal/Mental/Air.  However, in western astrology we have 4 elements in Chinese astrology the 5th element is Wood.  Which means Chinese astrology has 5 elements.  In western astrology [example Gemini] basically 12 astrology signs for 12 months, 1 for each month of a 12 month calendar year.  Chinese astrology 1 sign per every year for 12 years.

I love world history when we jump back in time to world mythology.  Everything that happened in mythology is one moment in time in human history.  If you start charting the moments on a number line you will begin to see a mathematical equation.  Each moment on the number line is a basic system that is a root system of the universal law of cause and effect.

The more you do this the more you will begin to understand the love or the passion from root to blossom.  It is the fundamental mechanics of transcending the transparencies of cosmic consciousness.  The level of frequencies are the levels of passion.  Passion is negative and passion is positive in 3D 3rd dimension.  Passions can go either way or they can stay neutral. Neutral is the in between the between, it is the space.  The passion is the energy that you {self} direct where you {self} what that energy to go.

For me the energy is alive.  I see the energy when an aura is projected.  The aura illuminates 3 feet out from a person, place, or thing.  The aura is calculated through colors and numbers.  The frequencies are the levels of Mhz and Bpm.  Same as like looking at a heart monitor.  Basically for me I see the levels, but not with human eyes.  I see with the 3rd eye chakra.  To me the funny part is I have always seen this as natural.  But, I didn’t discover the meanings till I was in my 40″s.

Living life to the fullest is the total opposite of, “Waiting till I retire”.  Crafts like music and painting are just part of the course of life for me.  Since the paintings are finished it is time to make a crocheted area rug for my grand kids.  The rug is rainbow color and it spans about 15 feet in diameter.  It is really cool that the backing comes in liquid and you just paint it on, so no slipping.

My mom is sending the grand kids the book I wrote, FRACKMICOLOGY 5N1 for Christmas and they will have a nice rug to read it on.




Love is technically energy

Many moons ago (a few years ago) someone asked me, when you finished college and you become a Revered, where will your congregation be?  My first response didn’t even cross my mind, I said, “online”.  Why I said that I have no idea.  I just knew to become the doctor that makes house calls same as in the olden days.

Humanity has grown beyond human comprehension within the standards of future, in man-made concepts.  It is the different frequencies of vibrations that brought love into unbalance.  Too much or too little is an imbalance in the eyes of nature.

Many choose a deity such as God or Buddha or whomever they look up to.  To me all deities are just different degrees of love.  A child learns what love is from their parents.  A parent can only teach what love is by what they were taught.  A parent can not teach love,when they have not learned what love is.  A parent only teaches what they think love is, not what the child needs.

My aunt told me in my younger days, “when you have a bill, don’t stress, just think about it as numbers”.  It is the little philosophies that can change a person’s perspective in life.

The different degrees of frequencies of love – of = above 3D 3rd dimension of earth’s physical realm of the human 5 senses, of 4D 4th dimension.  In = in the moment, in the emotion, in 3D 3rd dimension, in earth’s physical realm, in the human 5 senses.

To some the perception of love is conditional love.  The condition that one person wants you to do this or that.  This is the idea love of man-made concepts.

To some the perception of love is unconditional love. The unconditional love is acceptance of the other person’s free will is okay.  This is the idea love of man-made concepts.

Very few the perception is pure love.  It is the balance of everything and anything.  Most will discover this in a near death experience.  It is really strange to me, that many have to go to the depths of darkness in order to reach the light of lightness.

The different degrees of love come in the variety of different colors.  The colors are calculated as numbers.  Each number has a color.  This is called the auric zone that illuminates from the chakras in the 4 bodies of being.  The 4 bodies of being are contained in the core of being for future life times.

Certain things come up in life and my typical response is down to earth, practical matters.  My mom says, “you always make it sound so easy”.  My response, “it is, because that is the way I live my life”.

Many believe that love is physical pain, or mental pain, or emotional pain.  This is man-made concepts of conditional love.

Love is technically energy.  Every deity, inorganic, organic, every species, etc. etc. is love in energy.  Energy is the vibrational vibrations of rhythmic rhythms.  Energy is love.




Anything and everything that self creates through projecting (illuminating) and receiving (karma) aka Universal Law (cause and affect).  It is 3D 3rd dimension in earth’s physical plane of existence, in the human 5 senses.  IN – in the moment, in the emotion, in 3D 3rd dimension.


Filtered Particles are combustibles

Filtered Particles are combustibles –

Filtered Particles are the same as when a star burst, or when a tree falls, or when a wool sweater becomes filled with too much.

Too much or too little becomes unbalanced.  Energy is constantly flowing.  Energy fills up with filtered particles which becomes too heavy and off sets balance.  Energy must be balanced.

The only thing constant in life is change.  The change is to bring back balance.  Filtered Particles are the opposite of balance.

The keys are the questions.  The doors are the answers.  The doors are in the mind of cosmic consciousness.  Learned behavioral patterns are intellect.  Knowledge is brought forth from previous life times.

Modern science is a baby science that wants to learn knowledge, but chooses to live in intellect.

The day that science discovers the past life gene is when science has finally stepped into the adult world of knowledge and progress can begin.

Filtered Particles are energy in 3D 3rd dimension.  3D 3rd dimension is time/space and mass/matter.  4D 4th dimensions is the stepping stone into cosmic consciousness.

The mind holds all the knowledge.  The questions are the keys.  The answers are the doors.


It takes time to discover self

It takes time to discover self

When I was younger my mother was a fanatic about colors.  No matter what you were wearing all the tones had to be the same color.  Everything had to match. Shoes, jewelry, shirt, hat, pants, everything had to be the same tones.  We lived in a house once where you walked into the kitchen and the walls, appliances, floors, door, and everything in that kitchen was a bright orange.  Talk about blinding.  She is into earth tones.

Earth tones are deep colors.  The living room same, but brown.  Brown walls, furniture, appliances, ceiling, and even the floor.

It use to drive her crazy, because all I see is rainbow.  To me the more color the better.  So I would wear a purple top, jeans, red hat, different colors of jewelry, different colored sandals with white socks 🙂  She would shake her head back and forth.  To be focused on one particle of life is like the living dead.

I started abstract painting in 2014 and she can now see all colors go together.  It is not the hues it is the tones in the colors that make them flow together in synchronicity.

The tones in color is exactly the same as the tones in music.  It is the vibrations which produce colors in numbers, objects, and everything that is tangible in 3D 3rd dimension.  Science now has a word for what I already knew from the day I was born.  Easy pezy – piece of cake.

The technical term Synesthesia. History – color hearing dates back to Greek antiquity.



The 3 P’s can create morals, values, and ethics

The 3 P’s can create morals, values, and ethics –

The 3 P’s can create morals, values, and ethics.  The 3 P’s – Perseverance, Persistence, and Patients.

At what standards do morals, values, and ethics pertain to who’s burning desire?  A person can be good, or the best, or the master at the perfection of the 3 P’s depending upon one’s morals, values, and ethics.

What is the driving force behind a burning desire?  Which then brings us into the 5 W’s – who, what, where, when, why.

Is the driving force of burning desire from present lifetime or from past lifetimes?  Is the burning desire a standard of man-made concepts?  Which then falls under the line of fate or destiny.

Fate – to follow someone else’s destiny and it begins to blend with one’s own destiny.  Core of being rejects anything that is the opposite of one’s own destiny, when the rejection begins small particles of energy seep into the 4 bodies of being.  The rejection is – core of being notifies through communication of intelligence [unaware by human man-made concepts to human], this not your destiny to self.  Which is when awareness begins and patterns begin to change, simply because energy has changed.  Energy is everything.  Fate is the universes way of saying, “that is not you”.

Destiny – to follow one’s own destiny is a pre-ordained path that is set before birth.  A natural gift is brought forth from previous lifetimes into each life time.

The adventure of each lifetime is to discover one’s own natural gifts.  Through perseverance, persistence and patients self-awareness becomes the evident of natural gifts.  If burning desire is the driving force behind the 3 P’s time is the key factor.

3D 3rd dimension is time/space and mass/matter in earth’s physical realm of the human 5 senses.  More senses develop when one has traveled into 4D 4th dimensions in the astro plane of existence.  The 4D 4th dimensions is the beginning of existence of natural gifts.

This is a rough draft and may be the continueaiting book, named – Is Anyone Home up Stairs, continuation of The Infinity of Infinite Self.  Is Anyone Home up Stairs, refers to the different levels of consciousness within the human brain.

On a side note – all washers eat papers and all dryers eat socks.  My goodness who knows which machine eats the shoe strings, Hahaha!! They tell me machines are supposed to help people and how is it helping when they eat my stuff!!

Just sayn


Time Value


What is the time value of life?  And, what is the time value of death?

Two simple enough questions, that falls in the line of philosophy, but does it?

3D 3rd dimension is time/space and mass/matter in man-made concepts.  The questions correlate with morals, values, and ethics in man-made concepts.

However, human brains only process in 3D that is until they are evolved into 4D 4th dimensions.  In higher dimensions a new set of rules apply.  When a person transgresses in transformation within a hierarchy of vibrational tones, a new person is rebirthed into a new set of rules.

The lower end of morals, values, and ethics in man-made concepts is a driving force on the time line frequency.  The middle end of same set of rules helps to transport within the velocity of fluxuation.  The frequency of fluxuation helps to determine which set of rules in what dimension a person stays or goes into next dimension.

The higher end of set of rules only applies to those that have learned the conglomerate of set rules; in which they apply from the two lower sets of rules.

For each true prophet knows these set of rules, which govern all species in the Holographical Umbilical Cord.

To live in only one world in one’s own mind sets limitations.  An open mind understands the time value in set of rules that apply in life and death.


4 Quadrants

4 Quadrants –

Taken from – The Infinity of Infinite Self

“When we see, we see with the core internal vision of awareness, this is energy.  This is the world of holographic.  When we smell, we smell with the core internal smell of awareness, we smell senses out of range of the immediate vicinity.  When we taste we taste journeys of heightened awareness that are outside of the immediate vicinity.  When we touch with our heightened awareness we touch other dimensions with the sensation of past, present or future.  When we hear we use our ears, when we listen we listen with our whole being of all five human senses, which brings us into a higher sense of awareness.

By listening to our whole being we find the break down sectioned into three parts:

1) Faith of Love or Fear

2) Knowing or Intelligence

3) A Seed of Inner Self”

4 quadrants of understanding – Seek, find, conquer, move on –

1) seek what you don’t understand, 2) find what you don’t understand, 3) be in the knowing of what you didn’t understand and now you understand,  4) move on – because you have conquered the fear of not knowing, but now you know.

AKA – core of being.  The core of being contains the 4 bodies of being.

The questions are the keys – the answers are the doors.

Knowledge is the key to opening doors within your own mind of knowledge brought forth when you were born.  This is called a birth right.  It is a birth passage.

Everything in life has a time limit.  You pick and choose the time limit.  3D 3rd dimension in earth’s physical realm in the human 5 senses.  3D 3rd dimension is time/space and mass/matter.

The hierarchy of consciousness – top is Universal Consciousness which is then filtered down into the subconscious.

To know the fundamental mechanics, is to understand from the universal perspective beyond man-made concepts of intelligence.

On a side note – I have seen every episode of the tv show bones.  It’s super cool if you are into anthropology.  My mom said, “That’s you”.  Well the analytical part, for sure is me.  I received my degree in Anthropology years ago, because it is very interesting that the past gives us so many stories.  We get to figure out the puzzle pieces.

Years later my mom tells me watch the movie K-Pax, because it is you.  So I watch the movie, and yep it makes a ton of sense, nothing new to me.   A couple of days ago, she tells me watch the movie – Lucy, she says once again, “it is you”.  I watched the movie, and yep nothing new there that I didn’t already know.  I said, “Mom I wrote about this stuff a few years ago in my book, nothing new to me”.

I tell my mom of things to come, to help guide her, but I tell her years in advance.  Simply because I know she will need the information in the future.  When I share things with her, she doesn’t understand.  So when she sees a movie or other things that happen in life, is when a bell/light goes off in her head.  This is when it registers in her brain things I told her years before.  When she tells me something, all I say is, “I already told you that, you just didn’t understand”.

The book – Infinity of Infinite Self – contains 3 papers in one book.  It contains my masters and two doctorates, published into a book.  When my advisor in college graded my dissertation for my PhD. she also wrote me a letter.  In the letter she said, “You have a beautiful mind and it is a few millennium beyond most human beings”.  I cried, because that was the most beautiful thing anyone ever said to me.

Many tell me I have to bring it down, because it is hard for humans to comprehend.  So that is one of the points of a children’s book.

They say I have god’s gifts; I just call it being natural everyday normal stuff.  To obtain all the knowledge is the greatest gift anyone could give to self.

Humans have 3 choices.  Conditional love and unconditional love are man-made concepts in 3D 3rd dimension in the positive and negative side of self. 3rd choice – pure love, which is only obtainable from core of being as one.


Mirror Neurons


It is pretty easy to understand the world you live in, when you learn how to see from the inside out.  Most humans understand their world from the outside in.

A very highly intelligent life form is the human body.  The human body contains coded messages that the human mind is far from the world of understanding.

The human mind and human body must be in sink as 1 unit.  If they function at a different pace they in turn are out of sink with each other.  This is how blockages begin and dis-ease starts.