5N1 is an epic adventure …..

5N1 – takes us into the tiny integrated delectable of starburst in a world called – FRACTALIOUS.

The Universe Is Calling You

A soul leaves home and is free to discover experiences. While traveling in space the soul comes across planets of deadly sins and nearly misses an asteroid shower; only to discover a beautiful glowing angel in the middle of no where. They only exchange thoughts and the soul is filled with beautiful pure love. The souls’ journey takes us on a human journey of the seven deadly sins that humans choose when they make chooses in life. This book is for the youth that are still discovering who they are and why they are here.

Each day brings a gift, a gift of choice or free will

Each day brings a gift, a gift of choice or free will.

Each millisecond we always have a choice in what life brings us.  The choice to give self or receive self.  This is called self love.  Do we help or hurt self? It is a choice only self can make.

In each culture around the world, we all have social norms. But, our choices create individuality. We all have a choice to go with the flow or we have a choice to stand out as an individual.  As many of us know, there are too many that choose to be in the fear of standing out. So, there are many that hide their own true gifts.

When a person hides their own true gifts, they are in turn hurting their own self. Time will in turn give us what we want, that is the nature of the universe, called Universal law. On the other hand, when a person chooses to be good to their own self and follow their own heart; they are creating karmic credit.  We can lie to others but we can never lie to our own self.

A person  can only love others when self has learned to love self. Do good and it comes back 10 times.

The Infinity of Infinite Self

February 14th is a special day to me, because it a day of accomplishments.

February 14th is a special day to me, because it a day of accomplishments.

My choice for accomplishments come from two different paths in education.  Education comes in two forms – secular (government regulated)  and esoteric (human history).  After 18 years of college and 52 years of life I created my own special calendar holidays and they are specific holidays for me.

I find that if there is a will there is a way and to have anything in life worth having we always have to work for it.  If things are given to us we do no appreciate them as much as if we worked for it.

Give a woman a fish and she can feed her self for a day.  Teach a woman to fish and she can feed her self for life.

Gemini one lesson to learn and one lesson to teach in a life time.  To teach that love is awareness and learn that love is feeling.  To teach is always much easier than the learning part of life.  We can only teach what we have learned.

To publish by first eBook was beyond my wildest dreams and a true accomplishment for me to learn.  Life choices are only a choice that only self can choose.  Three choices always for any adventure in life. 1) to do, 2) not to do, and 3) do nothing.  Doing nothing is the in between path of to do or not to do.  Doing nothing is still an action.

To publish my first eBook was an action that I finally took after 22 years of waiting.  Three years ago today I finally took that action and now I have 9 books under my belt.  I also find that to make one of the books more alive is through hand paintings and music.  Today I celebrate 2 accomplishments, the release of my first eBook and my 3rd album.  Sure it’s a ton of work, but if I can bring smiles to hearts around the world than it is the best valentines day to me.

My first eBook  The Universe Is Calling You

My 3rd album just released today 22 HEARTS

My hand paintings 5N1

The Universe Is Calling You is Shawanaisha’s past life.  An Epic adventure of a girl named Shawanaisha and her 5 fractal animal guides.  It is about her life times in past, present and future life times. Setting – year 3050, universe #23, planet #3.

Happy Valentines Day and Happy reading.



Power is Faith – Faith is Power

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Power is Faith – Faith is Power

Self Love  starts with self respect, self worth, self esteem, which comes from morals, values, and ethics.

Having faith in self creates power and you create your world in self worth.  Having faith in self creates power in self.  IN – in 3D 3rd dimension in earths physical realm of the human 5 senses – In the moment – In the emotion.

No Faith, No Power, No Change.  Always be truthful to self, because self always knows the truth.  To lie to self will create a change in the karmic path of past, in order to recreate in present moment.

To believe in self is to create faith which creates power.  In each life time there is one lesson to learn and one lesson to teach.  To teach is easy to learn in 3D 3rd dimension is called tough love.  It is hard to learn more than teach in every adventure in life.

The Infinity of Infinite Self


The auric zone vibrates at different frequency levels.

Each astrology sign makes up the micro in the macro of world astrology. Each one has its negative a positive vibration. Same as in a numerology chart per person, it is the micro in the macro of negative and positive vibrations. Then you take the 2 astrology and numerology which then creates a whole other vibration. Each new vibration then creates a color which is the auric that illuminates from the chakras.  This is only one avenue of vibrations.

Another avenue of vibrations is the archetypes, which is the negative side of self, which began in a past life brought forward in this life time of unfinished business.

The 3rd level of vibration would be the human behavioral pattern that is created in a culture that creates subcultures.  Each culture has a click.  Which are groups of age, or lifestyle, or rituals such as Christmas etc.  The behavioral patterns create vibrations of positive and negative.

Each vibration of positive and/or negative create a color.  The color is the auric zone.  The auric zone vibrates at different frequency levels.

More information can be found –

Fustik Vibrations Create Infinite Self

The Infinity of Infinite Self


5N1 First Flight

5N1 First Flight

Continuation from The Universe Is Calling You……
The soul shifted into a spirit and was born in an epic adventure called 5N1. 5N1 is an epic adventure of a girl’s life in past, present, and future life times. She is guided by 5 fractal animals. The fractal animals are shrunk and no one can see them, but the girl. She brings a new awareness through her adventures, in the year 3050. She is a guiding light in a fractal world in a universe called Himashtuk, on planet Shawaytu.
Now let the adventure begin…..


Just received word that my mom is going to give to my grand children for Christmas an epic Adventure.  Super cool!! Frackmicology 5N1 is an epic adventure.

Frackmicology 5N1

Frackmicology 5N1

Next year I will begin the process of the audio book of Frackmicology 5N1.

Happy Holidays


Welcome to the land of possibilities

Welcome to the land of possibilities.

When there is a will there is a way.  The “will” is basically hope, faith, and endless possibilities of inspirations. Inspiration comes in small packages.  “IN”, in 3D 3rd dimension IN earths physical realm of the human 5 senses, IN the emotion, IN the moment is choice.

Be the solution instead of the problem. To inspire is in-spirit. To inspire anyone or anything is first to inspire self.  There is no such thing as yesterday nor tomorrow it is only today that counts in personal growth.

Choice – as I grew up I would ask my mom tons of times how to spell something and she got tired of answering.  Then she started saying, “go look it up in the dictionary”.  Finally, to me and the unabridged dictionary became great friends.  That sucker must weigh about 8 or 10 pounds hahaha!!  My mom was always grading my papers by circling words with red pen!! Even letters I wrote to her personally, then she would mail them back to me.

Those moments of choice were for me to choose personal growth.  Of course, for every human is to go through the emotion, which is human nature’s way of growing; which is a human behavioral pattern.  Each pattern creates a holographical vibration.  Each holographical vibration creates karmic credit or debt.

Karmic credit or karmic debt is the choice in the land of discovery.  The discovery of choice of what one likes or dislikes, is just a matter of choosing one’s own flavor. After 18 years of college my flavor of choice is simple.  It is the land of verbiage.  Verbiage is verbal garbage.  What is correct in one’s own language it just a matter of linguistics.  However, if a word is combo of more than one linguistics in one sentence it creates a new category of information.   Which creates a new flavor of holographical vibrations, which then creates new karmic credit or debts.  I love how that works out :-).

As the years went on I basically wanted to be a writer since I was in my early 20’s.  In 18 years of college I basically choose my own degrees which has nothing to do with either secular or non-secular education.  Cool thing was I never went to high school, because I did not believe in the teachings as presently taught.  Cool thing is I choose my own life path and my first college degree is an AA in behavioral science/Anthropology.  Human cultures are absolutely fascinating to me.

American culture of etiquette in linguistics to me is simply a matter of choice to follow policy and procedure, rules and regulations.  Which as we all know is secular education.  Of course that secular education is great for some, but I would rather choose for me personally.  Because, it is my choice to choice my flavors in life.

My flavors are very different in many ways, because it is more open to possibilities.  One of those possibilities was when I published my first book a couple of years ago.  I had my mother read it before I published it.  As usual most people just say, “WOW”.  It is pretty simple, because when they read it they are amazed of the senses that have never been opened in the mind, until they read my book.  As my mother describes it, it was like a pinball ball machine in the mind. The ball would roll around and a click would sound.  It’s kind of like neurons firing in the brain.

The human brain has many possibilities for advancement within the realms of 3D 3rd dimension and beyond.  We all have a choice in what flavors we choose in life.  I choose research for personal growth in my own way.  My first book was 30 years of research,  The Infinity of Infinite Self.  My second book published this year was for fun Frackmicology 5N1Frackmicology 5N1.  My first book is basically a spiritual book, of a journey in 30 years of research.  My second book was also a spiritual journey of a level others tell me to bring it down to earth.  As soon as I finish publishing the 3rd album this weekend for the second book, then I will begin the research for the next book.

Once the 3rd album is published it will then begin time for the audio book of Frackmicology 5N1.  While I am working on the audio book it will give me the chance to work on my 3rd book. The 3rd book will be totally different then the first two books. The books for me are the land of possibilities. Possibilities are the land of growth in personal growth and to be a better person than I was the day before.  New day new way.  Life is easy if you let it and hard if you make it.

My mother always tells me, “why do you always take the hard road in life”, my reply, “it’s more fun that way, because I discover more different ways then others have yet to reach”. First rule – change every negative word in one’s own vocabulary from negative to positive.  Takes time to grow in personal growth.

If I ever choose to be an advocate in life I choose personal growth first, foremost, and always.  Personal growth starts with opening the heart which opens the mind.  The heart has a mind of its own.  Be true to one’s own self always.  Being true to one’s own self is following one’s own heart.  An open heart creates the land of possibilities each and every day.




The Universe Is Calling You

From – The Universe Is Calling You,


It traveled through outer space as if nothing had ever happened.  More and more time passed.  There were many, many planets for it to choose from.  However, most of the planets gave off very negative energies.  So it kept on moving through time and space.  From a very far distant a very small shiny object appeared out of nowhere.  The closer the soul traveled towards the shiny object it was getting bigger.  It was growing at a very slow pace because, it was so far away.  With time the small shiny object started to take shape.  The shape was forming on top.  The top started expanding and forming into a different shape than previous.  The shape was brighter and bigger the closer the soul came to it.  The top of the shape grew and grew and started shaping into the form of a head and shoulders.  The soul was in total awe, watching this shape take form.  The shape kept forming and taking shape.  The soul kept moving closer and closer to the shape.  The shape started getting bigger and bigger forming at the bottom.  The bottom was expanding out, while the middle was staying small.  Slowly definition and layers started appearing.  At the top, a face started appearing.  Shoulders were forming.  Behind the shoulders that were taking place, something else was forming.  As the face was taking shape, pair of eyes was forming.  The eyes were in the color of crystal clear blue.  So when you looked into them, it seems as if you could see straight into the soul.