AM Beats ;-)

AM beats 4 meditation @ painting ;-)

I am working on the scene after the nightmare.  The mother runs into the baby’s room, because she hears crying.  She runs into the room to see why the baby is crying.

I am using the scene for the book ‘5 N 1′ that I am writing.  I am also using the scene for a still life art competition.

While painting must have beats.  The beats are tones in music.  Each tone vibrates.  Each vibration is a different color.

When I paint I see the colors within the music, kind of like, each musical notes gives me the colors for painting a picture.  The music has a particular tone all to itself.  Same as humans vibrate at a different tone of color, and it is called the auric colors.

Chilln ;-)

Sunday’s are chill out days ;-)


Kaleidoscope Meets Fractalous

Life truly is an amazing adventure!!!  Since 2012 life pretty much exploded in 3d 3rd dimension.  You can see the vibrational frequencies in the after shock, kind like the after math of a tidal wave or tornado, its still the same but different.  That is the whole point of awareness through awakening.  Some people pick up these vibrational frequencies and are afraid cause it is over whelming.  There are others that know how to direct this vibrational frequency of energy into a power source.  This source then comes out in 3d 3rd dimension in organic matter in physical form.

3d 3rd dimension is the physical plane of existence on earth to experience the human 5 senses.  4d 4th dimension is 4d 4th dimension and so on and forth.  3d 3rd dimension is time/space and mass/matter, its all in my book published last year.

Anyways these energies of awareness are brought in 3d 3rd dimension in physical form in art, music, poetry, literature, technology, the list goes on and on.  However, history always repeats itself, nothing new.  The frequencies of vibrations are actually from parallel universes.  My 3rd book I am working on is from the 23 Universe, planet # 3.  The fractal animals I am drawing and painting will be in the book.

Human beings are but one species on earths physical plane.  We are all here to have an adventure through experience.  The soul is the teacher to the spirit that is the student.  The spirit is the teacher to the human that is the student.  I have always listened to my spirit.  Sometimes I’m like a kid and don’t want to, but my spirit will do something like any good parent does and something bad happens, it is a form of punishment to pay attention.  I saw my spirit guide when I was 5 years old.  It was an old Indian man with a feather behind his head.  So when ever I have questions in life, like right after wards a feather will appear. Like on a sidewalk or in front of a door, or where ever.  The darker the color tells me it is a bad thing, don’t do it.  The lighter the color of the feather tells me it is a good thing, go ahead and do it.

So 5 months ago my spirit guide basically took over my hands and I started drawing and painting fractal animals.  Never took drawing lessons in my life.  I find it is easier to draw things upside down or backwards.  It is easier to visualize the object.  I am working on a series of Chinese astrology signs with Feng Shui animals for the series Kaleidoscope meets Fractalious.  I now have my painting on 3 different sites and actually won an Honorable mention with a certificate.  I am entering my paintings in competition in hopes of winning enough money to pay for the publishing of my third book.  It will be a children’s pop up book.  When the fractal animals pop up music will play.  Depending upon the adventure in the story as to what type of music, happy, scary, etc.

After my Phd last year I started training for competitions in vegan body building belly dancing.  But it got put on hold, cause my spirit said it is time to do this book.  So when all the animals are done, and the writing is done the opportunity will pop up and say, here we go it is time to publish.  The key is to let it happen.  If a person is always chasing after what they want, they will get it, but not how they want it.  We always get what we want, but not how we want it, because we really didn’t know what we wanted in the first place.

So basically as everyone else tells me you are living your dream.  I learned along time ago there is no such thing as yesterday nor tomorrow.  Change the word problem to challenge.  Everyday is a challenge to be a better person than I was the day before.  The more I learn about me, the more I can help others, which in turn helps humanity.  Take every negative word and make it positive.  Takes practice but it will happen.

I have a different type of music meditation.  I pretty much live on soundcloud, it helps me zone for visualization to draw and paint the fractal animals.  Human hear with their ears.  To listen is through whole being.  The 4 bodies of being – mental, physical, emotional, spirit, listens to everything.  Those vibrations become holographic memories, which are then stored with the spirit and passed on to the soul.  I love life and life loves me!!  Every negative and positive experience is only an adventure.  The key is to go in between the between to the core of being.  In between the negative and positive is the spaces of vibrational frequencies.

Music meditation for me is high pitch Mhz of vibrational frequencies so that my whole being can go into the spaces.  I am a 963 Mhz.  The frequencies are so high, most people can’t keep up with my energy.  My last aura picture was violet.  Violet is the spirit realm 8th chakra.  Awareness must be tuned into different frequencies simultaneously in order to be aware of all frequencies.  Takes practice to hone in on natural abilities. Awareness is uses both sides of the brain simultaneously and understanding it’s power of transcending the transparencies of cosmic consciousness.

It’s really super fun drawing and painting fractal animals.  I love drawing and painting, because I know when I do publish that book that it will bring smiles to children’s hearts.  I want them not just to read the book, but to have an adventure.  An adventure that will create memories.  The book will be geared for children that are deaf and blind, etc.  The human species is only one species that is dependent upon the future generation to preserve our species as human beings.  If the generations of today forget how to teach the future generation of tomorrow what love is, then how will they learn?  The book is about fun, but it teaches children how to love their self.  A parent can only teach a child what love is, by how they learned.  We can not teach what we have never learned.

In the 7 laws of money, it says, if it’s a good thing the money will come.  I believe in my heart this book is a good thing.  I want it to brings smiles and love to a child’s heart.

Light and Love

Emotional Body of Being

Learn your own archetype – archetype is negative side of self.

Learn your auric color.  The aura the emotional body of being.  The auric zone is funneled through the chakras.  There are 7 chakras in each body of being.

4 bodies of being – mental body, emotional body, physical body, spiritual body – makes a whole body of being.

When you learn who you are, then you can begin to understand your own energy, through your own emotional body of being.

An auric picture gives you 1 moment in time your emotional body of being.  Study it, it will give you the negative and positive side of self at that moment in time.  It gives you a path to understanding your self and where you need to direct your own energies in order to find your own path in life.

Your energy extends 3 feet out from your body.  The more you learn about you the more you can understand the world, and why the world is here to teach you a lesson.  It is called love lessons. Love lessons are the hardest lesson in life to learn and that is why it is called tough love. It is tough learning how to love your self.

First step in baby steps get a natal chart, then get a numerology chart, then get an auric picture.  When you open your mind you will then change your world.  The only thing you can control in life is you.  When you try to control the outside of your self, it is simply the ego trying to take control.  The only thing you can control is you.

Learn who is in control – you or your emotions, you or your mind, you or your body?

There is no such thing as yesterday nor tomorrow, it is only today that counts in personal growth.  Everyday is an opportunity in personal growth.

The mind will always resist change.  It is your job to control your own life.  It takes 2 weeks for change to be excepted in the mind. It takes 3 months to become pattern.  It takes 6 months to become second nature.

Second nature is doing without thinking.  Thoughts are actions.  In the land of humans the ego is gaining control.  Ego is the land of emotions. Who is in control you or your emotions?

Pay attention and be aware who is in control of you.  Is it you or everything outside of you controlling you?  The outside of you is simply a different part of you.  The outside of you is the opposite of you.

3d 3rd dimension is the physical realms of the human 5 senses.  The earth realm is the physical realm of being. When you feel your emotions taking control of you, step back, it is the ego that is saying look at me.  The ego is the child mentality of the 2 year old.

To be an adult is to be emotionally mature, not physically.  When a person is stuck in the emotional body of being, it is simply a moment in time they have not learned to move forward. They hang on to that fear like a security blanket.

Get the charts learn how to emotional grow in to an adult.  Seems as though too many children in adult bodies are running around earth trying to control.  Some believe it is the devil or the negative, actually it is very hurt children in adult bodies, that have not learn how to let go of the bad.

If humanity does not grow up and soon, humanity will kill humanity through fear.

Just looking at all the niceties and pretties in life is not reality.  Reality is both love and fear, it is through growing – in mature whole being, is when we can see how change effects self and filters through all bodies of being – that is energy.

Where are you directing your energy today?

Love and Light




Love is Life, Life is Love!

I tell everyone – everything in life is an experience in an adventure. Life is the adventure!!! got some plants yesterday and transplanted them along with the other one I got months ago. Need much greenery in home, burning incense, and need sanctuary in home. Life is color, sites, sounds, smells, taste, touch in home to be a sanctuary!!!! loving life, it really is beautiful ;-)

My wings are like humming birds.  I fly to different social sites and rest my wings for a bit.  I share music, art, and the beautiful things that life gives us.  I share the energy of passion within the hearts of humans.  This is their loves!!!  Love is intense, love is immense, love is grand, love is life!!!!

For every experience is an adventure.  An adventure of fun of learning to love yourself and have a great time doing it.  Learn to love the things you hate and you will receive more of the loves you deserve.

Example – I’m taking out the trash to the garbage can and what do you know, the bag breaks.  It’s all good in the neighborhood!!! Just get another bag and clean it up, no big whoop!!!  That’s life and life is messy.  But, hanging out in the negative gets real old and boring after awhile!!!!  Hanging out in pity parties is a real drag and creates karmic baggage – karmic debt!!! I would rather create karmic credit!!! :-)

Life teaches us to learn to have fun in everything you do!!!!  I crank up the tunes in the car when I drive to work.  I crank up the tunes when I clean house.  I crank up the tunes when I cook.  Every single thing I do music is playing!!! Lets the heart and spirit sing and dance.  The heart and spirit want to be free to feel love and give love.  The heart and spirit can only give and receive when they are happy and enjoying life.  Humans were born to be happy and loving life.

Many negative things come my way, but do I let that bring me down, no way!!! Way to much fun to have in life.  Just clean it up and move on!!!!  I love being a landscaper.  It is dirty, greasy, messy, but I am proud of what I do.  Because, I beautify where I go!!!!  It is the same thing when I paint.  I bring beauty and majic to the world of things they have never seen.  The things they have only read or dreamed about, I bring them to life.

Imagine for one moment, a person that was born blind.  How would you explain color to them!!!  This is humanity.  For humanity is blind to the colors of life.  This is how I see humanity.  Humanity is blind to the energy of the love that life brings to them.  I practice with the lights off in my house and I walk around.  So that some day if I ever did go blind, would I, could I still see the beauty that life brings to me??

Humanity relies upon their human vision wayyyyyy tooooo much.  They constantly miss the beauty that their spirit is telling them to open up and be aware of.  Humans have free will to choose to listen to their spirit or to ignore their spirit as if it does not exist.  Everyone has that choice.

When you choose to ignore the beauty – you are only choosing to see the beauty that life brings.  It is your choice what vision you choose to see the world.

Light and Love

Fractal Goat

Fractal Goat

Fractal Goal

Today was interesting, because you never know what or whom you might meet.

I have been contemplating how to further my next book.

The book will be a continuation from the first book, The Universe Is Calling You.  I picked up a pencil in May 2014 and started drawing and painting by hand fractal animals.  They are Chinese astrology signs plus Feng Shui animals in fractal form.  I have never had art lessons.  Everything gets better with time.

The book will be set in year 3050, Universe #23, planet #3.  The fractal animals are the characters in the book, Titled 5 N 1. In the mean time I am entering the fractal animals in art contest.  Lost one contest today, but received an honorable mention in another contest today.  The art show will run through till the end of September.

Life is easy if you let it, hard if you make it ;-)


Daily Mantra

Charlie Chaplains Greatest Speech

My daily mantra

I’m sorry, but I don’t want to be an emperor. That’s not my business. I don’t want to rule or conquer anyone. I should like to help everyone – if possible – Jew, Gentile – black man – white. We all want to help one another. Human beings are like that. We want to live by each other’s happiness – not by each other’s misery. We don’t want to hate and despise one another. In this world there is room for everyone. And the good earth is rich and can provide for everyone. The way of life can be free and beautiful, but we have lost the way.

Greed has poisoned men’s souls, has barricaded the world with hate, has goose-stepped us into misery and bloodshed. We have developed speed, but we have shut ourselves in. Machinery that gives abundance has left us in want. Our knowledge has made us cynical. Our cleverness, hard and unkind. We think too much and feel too little. More than machinery we need humanity. More than cleverness we need kindness and gentleness. Without these qualities, life will be violent and all will be lost….

The aeroplane and the radio have brought us closer together. The very nature of these inventions cries out for the goodness in men – cries out for universal brotherhood – for the unity of us all. Even now my voice is reaching millions throughout the world – millions of despairing men, women, and little children – victims of a system that makes men torture and imprison innocent people.

To those who can hear me, I say – do not despair. The misery that is now upon us is but the passing of greed – the bitterness of men who fear the way of human progress. The hate of men will pass, and dictators die, and the power they took from the people will return to the people. And so long as men die, liberty will never perish. …..

Soldiers! don’t give yourselves to brutes – men who despise you – enslave you – who regiment your lives – tell you what to do – what to think and what to feel! Who drill you – diet you – treat you like cattle, use you as cannon fodder. Don’t give yourselves to these unnatural men – machine men with machine minds and machine hearts! You are not machines! You are not cattle! You are men! You have the love of humanity in your hearts! You don’t hate! Only the unloved hate – the unloved and the unnatural! Soldiers! Don’t fight for slavery! Fight for liberty!

In the 17th Chapter of St Luke it is written: “the Kingdom of God is within man” – not one man nor a group of men, but in all men! In you! You, the people have the power – the power to create machines. The power to create happiness! You, the people, have the power to make this life free and beautiful, to make this life a wonderful adventure.

Then – in the name of democracy – let us use that power – let us all unite. Let us fight for a new world – a decent world that will give men a chance to work – that will give youth a future and old age a security. By the promise of these things, brutes have risen to power. But they lie! They do not fulfil that promise. They never will!

Dictators free themselves but they enslave the people! Now let us fight to fulfil that promise! Let us fight to free the world – to do away with national barriers – to do away with greed, with hate and intolerance. Let us fight for a world of reason, a world where science and progress will lead to all men’s happiness. Soldiers! in the name of democracy, let us all unite!

Soundcloud and deviantART

The past few months my spirit is having a ball!!!  It is really super cool when you start discovering new sites, sounds, adventures and so many more things than your senses have been exposed to.  I have been hanging out in a little joint called Soundcloud and deviantART.

Soundcloud I’m sure many have heard of before, but I did not start exploring it till just a few months ago.  And, WOW!!! There is so much different types and kinds of music, it’s like candy to my ears :-)

So I opened a profile and started posting my drawings and painting for each set I have on soundcloud.  I listen to certain types of music, because I am listening for the rhythmic rhythms of vibrational tones in Mhz.  Most people just enjoy listening to the music.  But, I am looking for something specific.

I listen for certain beats and sounds in music.  The specific sounds I am listening for will go into a mix that a co-worker and I will make.  I am in the process of writing a children’s books.  The book will be a pop up of fractal animals I draw and paint. Plus I want music to play when the pages open. The music will be part of the adventure.  The book will be geared towards children of all ages.

I am drawing and painting certain fractal animals for the book that are now on

I am entering art contest in hopes of winning enough money to be able to publish the book.

My profile on soundcloud

I am seriously having a ton of fun!!!  I post many different types of music.  The music puts me into music meditation.  The beats bring out visions which activate my dmt naturally.

I did a Tracey Chapman 24 hours marathon a few weeks ago on soundcloud, just a ton of fun!!!

My spirit guides me through life and my spirit tells me when it is time for a change.  One day I picked up a pencil and my hands just started drawing fractal animals.  I am drawing and painting for a whole 4 months now and am enjoying every moment and new things start emerging in my drawings.  I never drew anything before that.

If you want some different types of music and art check out my soundcloud page and deviantART page.

Life is truly becoming more fun each and everyday.

Light and Love

Dream of Dreams

Do dreams last in time,

Of things we only wish to find?

To dream a dream a thousand times,

Is but only a dream within a dream,

Those fleeting moments to call you mine,

It is but melodies

That must be true,

To bring that dream of me to you,

A light that was once missing,

That shined bright,

Through the glistening melodies,

That danced upon my heart,

That light of dreams,

That was once lost,

But now was found,

When your spherical essence,

Intertwined with mine,

A dream of dreams in time.

Simplicity of life

I am a gang mower by trade. With this occupation I basically live out doors through my job. I get to see mother nature and father time create fascinating awareness of the simplicities of life in a moment in time. Each moment brings awareness of simplification and moderation. In a complex world due to the thought patterns of consciousness in human species, it merely brings forth just that complex and complicated thinking. But yet life is really much more simpler than that, due to cosmic consciousness.
simply put – take an engine of car & take it part & put it back together. Some can’t & some can – it’s that simple. The value of life is the simple pleasures that all humans seek but can not find, simply because they don’t understand their own self.

I love life and life loves me!! I am a being that is a practical and down to earth person that thinks differently, because I am not average. You meaning general (everybody) – Learn to love your hates and you will receive more of the loves you deserve – its that simple. The more I learn about me, the more I can help others, which in turn helps humanity. So my books are simply the language of my heart presented in human language. Hopefully some day they will be in many different languages. But I have too many other projects I’m working on at the present moment. Different languages on the to do list :-)

Transcend the transparencies of cosmic consciousness and you will discover the beauty of the simplicity of you.

Love and Light


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